Hardcover - 942 pages
First Edition, June 2004
Published by Alfred A. Knopf
A Division of Random House
ISBN 0375414576
Two photo inserts, totaling 32 pages with 142 photographs.
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Book Review
My Life
by Bill Clinton was published simultaneously in four editions
(hardcover, hardcover large print, and abridged audio books on
tape and CD which are read by the author) on June 22, 2004.
Many critics are saying that Clinton's new book lacks
organization and structure. As I see it, what Mr. Clinton seems
to have done is to end one chapter and begin another for no
particular reason except to prevent the book from being a single
chapter of 900 pages. Most of the chapters, numbered and not
titled, do not represent topical demarcation.
In fact, the book is primarily in chronological
order, beginning with William Jefferson Clinton's birth, and
ending with the day he packed his possessions to move out of the
White House. The narrative is sufficiently organized as long as
the reader doesn't look for each chapter to adhere to one
story.
The author's chronological approach gives the book
the style of a personal journal or diary, successfully conveying a
sense of what it must be like to be a president. As the narrative
proceeds week by week, all of the subject matter is interwoven, as
in real life.
For example, one passage describes NATO's formation
of a response to the Bosnian attack on Sarajevo, followed
immediately by the author's remarks about a dispute with the
Republicans in Congress about the budget, the defection of Saddam
Hussein's daughters to Jordan, and indictments in the Whitewater
scandal announced by special investigator Kenneth Starr. This is
the story of a particular week in Bill Clinton's administration.
Readers who wish to find all discussion of each topic in its own
place will be frustrated, while readers who imagine that they are
peering into Clinton's diary for that week will be delighted.
Similarly, on a different occasion, the president
responds to the attack on the federal building in Oklahoma City,
meets with European leaders to discuss the battle between Russia
and the separatist movement in Chechnya, and returns to his
dispute with those members of Congress who were proposing cuts in
health care and education. This is as close as a reader can get
to the experience of having someone provide a collection of weekly
letters from the former president, each letter describing his
activities and reflections for the week.
Clinton's story of his earlier life, while
chronological, doesn't take this week-by-week form. It is
reflective, pointing out the events and influences which have
impressed in him the strongest memories. He describes, for
example, his youthful fanfare about the music and movies of Elvis
Presley around the same time that he was a musician in the junior
high school band.
There are numerous points is the book where the
author finds opportunities to hit back at Kenneth Starr for never
ceasing to be Mr. and Mrs. Clinton's gadfly. One paragraph
describes how Starr had previously requested records and
information regarding Whitewater, which were then given to him
without resistance, except for the delay involved in sorting
through "the disordered array of papers we brought up from
Arkansas." However, Starr's next move was to use the power of
subpoena to force the release of information. Clinton writes:
"Starr's summons was a cheap, sleazy publicity stunt. We had
turned the records over voluntarily as soon as we found them, and
they proved the truth of Hillary's account. If Starr had more
questions, he could have come to the White House to ask them, as
he had done three times before, rather than make her the first
First Lady to appear before a grand jury."
The author continues, "I was more troubled by
the attacks on Hillary than on those directed at me. Because I
was helpless to stop them, all I could do was stand by her,
telling the press that America would be a better place 'if
everybody in this country had the character my wife has.'"
Later, the former president adds, "Those boys certainly
seemed to get a big kick out of beating up on Hillary. My only
consolation was the sure knowledge, rooted in twenty-five years of
close observation, that she was a lot tougher than they would ever
be."
Clinton is extremely candid about the problems be
brought onto himself by what he calls his "inappropriate
encounter" with Monica Lewinsky, when she worked at the White
House during 1995-1996, and on one occasion after she transferred
to the Pentagon. [This subject begins on page 773 of the
standard hardcover edition.]
Starr offered Linda Tripp immunity from the charge of
illegally taping her conversations with Lewinsky. Clinton
concludes that Starr "was trying to create a firestorm to
force me from office." But world affairs didn't pause for
Kenneth Starr's crusade. Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin
Netanyahu came to the White House on one day, and PLO leader
Yassir Arafat arrived the next. "While all this was going
on, I had to keep doing my job."
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"I knew I had made a terrible mistake, and I was
determined not to compound it by allowing Starr to drive me from
office.... I went on doing my job, and I stonewalled, denying
what had happened to everyone: Hillary, Chelsea, my staff and
cabinet, my friends in Congress, members of the press, and the
American people. What I regret the most, other than my conduct,
is having misled all of them. Since 1991 I had been called a liar
about everything under the sun, when in fact I had been honest in
my public life and financial affairs, as all the investigations
would show. Now I was misleading everyone about my personal
failings. I was embarrassed and wanted to keep it from my wife
and daughter. I didn't want to help Ken Starr criminalize my
personal life, and I didn't want the American people to know I'd
let them down. It was like living in a nightmare. I was back to
my parallel lives with a vengeance."
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The author describes the guilt he felt after his wife
appeared on the NBC Today Show. "Hillary said that
she didn't believe the charges against me and that a 'vast
right-wing conspiracy' had been trying to destroy us since the
1992 campaign." Clinton confesses that "seeing
Hillary defend me made me even more ashamed about what I had
done."
"Hillary's difficult interview and my mixed
reaction to it clearly exemplified the bind I had put myself in:
As a husband, I had done something wrong that I needed to
apologize and atone for; as President, I was in a legal and
political struggle with forces who had abused the criminal and
civil laws and severely damaged innocent people in their attempt
to destroy my presidency and cripple my ability to
serve."
While admitting certain moral failures, Clinton also
writes in his own defense. He points to the story in
Newsweek magazine which "traced the connections of
more than twenty conservative activists and organizations that had
promoted and financed the 'scandals' Starr was
investigating." He also explains why his false testimony
during the Paula Jones case, during which Clinton denied his
intimacy with Lewinsky, did not comprise perjury. Judge Wright
ruled that those remarks were not relevant to the Paula Jones
case. Clinton explains that "perjury requires a false
statement about a 'material' matter."
Clinton admitted to the grand jury "... that
'on certain occasions in 1996 and once in 1997' I engaged in
wrongful conduct that included inappropriate intimate contact with
Monica Lewinsky; that the conduct, while morally wrong, did not
constitute 'sexual relations' as I understood the definition of
the term that Judge Wright accepted at the request of the Jones
lawyers." At this point, the investigator "took me
through a long list of questions dealing with the definition of
'sexual relations' that Judge Wright had imposed." When the
investigator complained that Clinton didn't volunteer information
that was not specifically asked for, "... I reminded him
that both my lawyer and I had invited Jones's attorneys to ask
specific follow-up questions, and that they declined to do
so."
Clinton reflects on what the "four-year $40
million investigation had come down to: parsing the definition of
sex."
After four hours of testimony, Clinton wrote and then
delivered an address to the people, during which he confessed that
"I was solely and completely responsible for my personal
failure, and admitted misleading everyone, 'even my wife.' I said
I was trying to protect myself and my family from intrusive
questions in a politically inspired lawsuit that had been
dismissed." Clinton then describes the family vacation at
Martha's Vineyard which immediately followed his testimony and
public address: "I spent the first couple of days
alternating between begging for forgiveness and planning the
strikes on al Qaeda. At night Hillary would go up to bed and I
slept on the couch." From the vacation site, Clinton issued
"the final order to proceed, and U.S. Navy destroyers in the
northern Arabian Sea launched cruise missiles at the targets in
Afghanistan, while missiles were fired at the Sudanese chemical
plant from ships in the Red Sea." The author notes:
"The American people had to absorb the news of the strike and
my grand jury testimony at the same time."
Mr. and Mrs. Clinton began marriage counseling.
"In the long counseling sessions and our
conversations about them afterward, Hillary and I also got to know
each other again, beyond the work and ideas we shared and the
child we adored. I had always loved her very much, but not always
very well. I was grateful that she was brave enough to
participate in the counseling. We were still each other's best
friend, and I hoped we could save our marriage. Meanwhile, I was
still sleeping on a couch, this one in the small living room that
adjoined our bedroom. I slept on that old couch for two months or
more. I got a lot of reading, thinking, and work done, and the
couch was pretty comfortable, but I hoped I wouldn't be on it
forever."
Bill Clinton's
My Life
is an intimate outpouring. While other book critics complain that
the writing could have more logically structured and edited, I
interpret the stream of consciousness as the genuineness of
Clinton's disclosure. As a reader, you will feel as though you
are sitting on the back porch with the former president and
listening to him spill out the contents of his heart.
Book review by Mike Lepore for crimsonbird.com
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